It’s 19 degrees here in Texas.
We are all freezing…. I mean we are not used to this y’all!
On Monday we finally got all of our Christmas stuff put up, and by put up I mean taken down and placed in one room on a table.. to put up. I feel like December flew by and that I only had my pretties up for two weeks…. I love my house at Christmas, it just looks happy and smells happy and the lights make me happy.. Every year when I take it down I start putting up my regular decorations and think maybe I should try something new.. hahaha Ohhh to be rich. Long story short I have the same decor up. I would say I could at least get some new throw pillows but has anyone else realized how insane the price of a good throw pillow is?? I can pay $100 for three freaking couch pillows… Thanks but no thanks.
Yesterday was a good day. I have taken my new years resolutions and started putting them in place. Worrying less has been the main one and yes its only been 3 days I get it but this is huge for me! There has been three instances where I could have worried and over analyzed but I didn’t I just said well okay.. and moved on.
Kinda liberating not giving a flying fuck.
Went back to the good ole gym yesterday.
Went to a Body Pump class and I forgot how those things go… When Amy and I went to the YMCA that’s what we did before we started lifting on our own… You walk in the gym and sit in front of the door ( you obvs get there early) and you wait for the instructor to end and then as soon as the door opens you run in and get your spot… I totally forgot protocol… This landed me at the very front of the class. Standing out here with these ladies they were all talking and asking about the holiday and stuff and it made me also remember that classes are a very clicky thing, not in a bad way but the people who go to these classes are pretty serious about going to these classes if you know what I mean. Gloves are all on for the people who come every day… spots on the floor are pretty much marked and the instructor talks to them while teaching telling them to get low and stuff. I was probably a huge embarrassment to have at the front, but after teaching a class before I could care less ( see car less… go me) I used very little weight and modified the back stuff like a mofo with only the bar and no weights. I am sure the teacher was like okay girl…… you can put some 2.5’s on there or something. I didnt though I just went at my own pace.
Also, I forgot how fast tempo it is…. and how freaking SORE I am today. Like hold on to the wall when I go pee sore….
Also how sexy my sweat angel is… or gross whatever..
All in all I liked it and realized how weak I had gotten, no bigs… I’m in no hurry. I will try a few more classes though for sure. Spin/Body Pump/Barre they are all on my list.
Today everyone is back in school and I am about to leave for work.. and its 19 degrees outside, with no snow mind you… I feel like if it’s going to be this cold we need some white stuff to accompany it.
It’s only fair.
Someone asked me what I am shooting for.. I think this is it, I was 160 here and I felt GOOOOOOODDDDDDDD ya heard may? I felt really good….. I was healthy & lean… that’s my goal, to find this chick. That I obvs ate…